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      半夜知道高数成绩出来了，心跳快得不行，哆哆嗦嗦地点进个人信息系统..终于，我的世界里再也不会有数学了。

      60分，显然是老师想拉我一把，我根本也不想知道卷面成绩、平时成绩、同情分这三部分是怎么组合成一个对我来说弥足珍贵的60分的。至少这次我努力了，我把卷面基本涂满了。

      我怕了。但我没有再哭过。就是这样：一片黑暗中，一个人坐在床边不停抽泣。专业数学的嘟在北京都慌了，我记得她说，别哭啊，你问我，问我们寝室的任何人都行。

      三个穿得巨少的女人站在阳台上，没有人在听风吹雨。其中两人不知道要怎样安慰还要继续跟高数作斗争的M。M突然转身抱住我的时候分明说不抱L是不能把霉运传给她，她三天后有重修考试。我不怕。你身上还有很多很多宝贝也一起传给我吧！

      雨很配合地突然变大了，噼里啪啦，闪电一道道。我真庆幸自己人高马大虎背熊腰。M可以把我想象成MJ，想象成superman。

      食堂的厨房已经有灯光了，天就快要亮了。

      我爬上床，全身涂满花露水，然后把以上这些记在手机备忘录里。不要再见了不要再见了不要再见了。跟M对床互传几条短信，捏捏小脸，早安。伴着雨声雷声，【天空泛起了鱼肚白】，距公司法开考还有7个小时。

      （运气，有时候真不是盖的，跟人品没关系）

两周年了,爷爷.

讳莫如深..所以我还是什么都不知道.

但我只有一个疑问:如果当时大家都在身边,那您的目光会不会最后落在我身上?

无解.

您会不会也想着我?

Please forgive me,and bless me.

I love you.

願歲月能長久

願愛能長久

好好生活

北北给妈妈打电话,耐心细心地跟妈妈说糖尿病患者的饮食注意问题．自从上个星期五她知道妈妈的体检结果就很担心，这几天一直在网上查相关资料.什么能吃什么不能吃,有些资料的说法完全想法,她不知道哪个可信,索性让妈妈尽量不要吃.北北让妈妈好好听着，都叮嘱完了才能说其他的．

我也赶忙给妈妈打电话,让她不要每年只体检一次,自己平时多注意一点儿.我问妈妈我给她买的MUJI的浮石好不好用．她说不知道放哪儿去了，第二天一定找出来．．真伤心．

还说了很多．妈妈说，谢谢宝宝．

爸爸接过电话，说就想知道我现在开不开心．我啊，吃得好睡得香其他怎么能不好呢．日子过得太安逸了，就方向不明了．

爸爸说他最近太忙，其他人都体检过了，就他还没去．我催他立刻马上，他答应．可我们都知道急不得，他的时间都不是他自己的了，说了不算．

不行，我还得再催他．

亲爱的们，问问爸爸妈妈多久做一次体检．最好应该是每三个月一次，不成就半年，总之一定要让爸妈记得定期去做体检．一定．

我爸以前从来不跟我说他有多忙.可是上星期几来着,他跟我说了,用很疲惫地声音淡淡地说.

忙得我都没时间想你了.他说.

你可以不想我,但你不能这么忙.

谁也不能把我爸当超人使唤,他会累.他要休息.他要注意身体.

SHIT统治阶级．

为什么到我爸这儿什么都是紧急大事，必须要他亲自做．前面我爸去挂职那两年地球是怎么转的？！

我爸爸只是我自己的超人．

也可以接给妈妈用．

我现在能给我爸打个电话吗？哪怕只喊一声爸爸．

怕打扰他．

I need you,recovery.

发现自己还是不能从特奥中复原，不管是回忆还是想念．

这个城市动作缓慢，使得与特奥有关的东西依然充斥其中．

逼我．

不管是Darren还是Tom，谢谢你们给予我美好的话语．

Love from Grace.

看一场绚烂的烟火，原本我们应该在一起．

你说，So,that is different.

是的，烟火失去了意义．

你喜欢的烟火．

寒风中，我跟早早不停按着相机快门，替你们记录．

Bob坐在后面，他在想些什么？

今天太阳很好，你那里呢？

Darren:To Bob Grace Michael and Vicki.I miss you all already.I don't want to go home.I didn't think I would cry but all this emotion is coming out now. I love you all.Love from Darren. (07/10/12 15:37)

Grace:Just before reading your message,  I told myself with tears:Are you OK?!They did well in the Olympics and they will go home, so you should be also happy.But I still can't help missing and crying..I just want  to say,thank you for all,Darren. 

Michael:We miss You all either.When seeing ur message we stood in the wind for long long time..no word.We do love you all and truly have these nice 10 days.Very very good memory.And remember to say goodbye to Shirley for us,really kind lady.and we'll see you soon,right? Take care,God bless.                              

Darren:I feel very honored to have come to China with my national team, I feel very privileged to call you my friend.  (07/10/12  16:52)

Michael:Vicky leaned against me and tearing,make my clothes wet.I had sent her back to dorm. with Grace.They've fallen asleep.Too heavy strike they suffered today,peace now.I'm back home. Pretty nice scene along the coast,enjoy it.
 
Darren:I have faith that all shall be well,that we shall meet again soon.I wish I could be there to see that scene along the coast,beautiful indeed im sure.Friendship is the glue that binds our life together,I cherish the friendship i have with You,Bob Grace and Vicki.    (07/10/12  18:14)

Darren:I am very happy, because not only did I fall in love with China, I met a girl who I'm falling in love with. I will be back in China next year, of that certain I'm certain.    (07/10/13  12:25)

Grace:Are you still in Shanghai??It's wonderful you  are still in the same city together with me.You should remember not only Rain one Chinese girl is right here waiting for you .

Darren:Yes still in the hotel, lying on bed.I don't want to go home.You should visit Tasmania too, very beautiful, like China, like you.I'm coming back next year,but I don't know what to do,the distance is so far.My Chinese is not very good, I feel very strongly about her.  (07/10/13  13:32)

Grace:Michael Vicki and I have made a plan that travel to Australia after graduating two years later.You can learn Chinese when you back home.As to you and Rain,if there's anything we can do for you two,certainly we are willing to.And believe in yourself, believe in Rain.

Darren:To friends forever bound by our similarities as by our differences, though distance is far we are close in our hearts,connections woven by a common desire for a better world,peace ,love and glory for all mankind,be well.  (07/10/13  16:40)

Grace:I'm in a church now, pray for you.Darren,God bless you..

Darren:Faith, have faith.In friendship, in God and in love.  (07/10/13  17:32)

Grace:Ee....something to say:I bought a pair of CROCS,red, like yours.They remind me of you..Woo~

Darren: :-) I love red, when I wear my CROCS I will think of you.  (07/10/13  18:16)

Grace:Did Michael and Vicki tell you they had bought themselves two rings today? A pair.So sweet...My ex-boyfriend is going to study in Aussie.

Darren:That's great wonderful.You will have to come and visit.Boarding now.  (07/10/13  19:20)

Grace:So, it's time to say bye?.. I don't know what to say. Best wishes all to you. Keep in touch.

 这是我整理出的短信．此时此刻，Darren正午夜飞行，回家。

Darren ,男，２９岁，澳大利亚塔斯马尼亚岛人，注册护士，业余时间做游泳教练of为智障人士。

Grace就是王晚晚，与Michael Vicki以及Bob是本次特奥会的志愿者of澳大利亚游泳队．因此结缘.